Crazy Love

I wanna confess my love ...


I ♥ Jung YunHo ... responsible and caring leader, dependable and able to maintain his cool in all situations;
P.S. BEST STILL - he knows Hapkido (a dynamic Korean martial art, also a form of self-defense that employs techniques of other martial arts and common primitive attacks) [Woo ~ I LIKE!]
I ♥ Shim ChangMin ... a good-tempered, yet sensitive guy who eats a lot;
I ♥ Kim JaeJoong ... gentle by nature, and his cooking skills are fabulous;
I ♥ Park YooChun ... his voice can just moves a girl's heart;
I ♥ Kim JunSu ... humorous by nature, innocent.

I ♥ DBSK (or TVXQ or Tohoshinki) ... they can sing, dance, act, joke well (which can make you LOL with 'em) :D, always presenting their best & charismatic performances on stage ... just a perfect team with 5 talented guys of unique character. They are - original. Good guys, aren't they? (:

I have never been so into a boy-band. When people used to asked me, "Who's your idol?" I would usually return a nil reply. The reason back then was because I like the songs but not being so attached to the singers themselves.

However, now I know who's my favourite boy-band (besides BBT). I used to asked myself, "Why are these people going gugu-gaga over some human beings like us?"

Now, I think I know the reason why. Have watched most of DBSK's shows and listen to their songs.. learn some Korean and Japanese language though.. Hoho I like (:(: When you've found an idol, you just don't get tired watching their shows or listen to their songs over umpteen times. Basically, you just wanna pay close attention to everything, anything in relation to them.

So I wanna confess my love ...

I have never felt THAT attached to a boy-band before, especially a Korean one. When these silly guys do things together, live, laugh, play, cry and stuff like that, it just touches your heart.

And I reckon for this continual emotion.. it could possibly be due to the 'unfair contract' dispute they are undergoing. But recently, a new contract policy has been announced and will be put into action once there's approval by the related authorities. Well.. don't wanna comment too much on this and hope it will turn out fine.... It would be a great loss to the music industry if the 5 of them couldn't be together as a group.

Proud (of your love)

This is a very nice and touching song, Proud - by DBSK ♥

Do check out their concert version of this song, they cried.

Tohoshinki/DBSK/TVXQ - Proud

Ashibaya ni toori sugiteku
Dore dake no kisetsu mou sugitan darou

Minareta keshiki wo aruite
Tooi kioku kara hitori nukedasenai mama

Ikiba wo ushinaisouna
Sonna toki kimi to deatta

Kono machi de meguriatta
Ima mo wasurenai yo ano hi kara

Takusan no kanashimi toka kakaeta fuan
Subete wo kimi no nukumori de omoide ni kaeta
Proud of your love

Hirotta futatsu no kaigara
Mou ichido kimi ni aeta youna kiseki

Kimi ga soba ni itekuretara
Kokoro no oku made yasashii kimochi ni nareru

Hageshii ame ga futtemo
Tsuyoi kaze ga fuku naka demo

Kono ai wo mamori nukeru
Kimi to naraba kitto koerareru

Sou hajimete omoeta kana
Kono te wo hanasanai youni
Zutto taisetsu ni toki wo mitsumeyou

Kono machi de meguriatta
Ima mo wasurenai yo ano hi kara

Ikiru koto shinjiru koto
Yorokobi e to kae nagara itsumade futari tomo ni
Arukou
Proud of your love

[English Translation]

I’m going to pass through quickly
Well I just wonder which season I’ve already passed
I walk passed the scenery I’m already use to seeing
I can’t slip away from the far away memories alone like this

So that I don’t lost the place that I go to…
That time I met you

On this street, I met you by chance
Even now I don’t forget, from that day on
Everything, like the sad things, the things I carried in anxiety, everything
Through your warmth changes into memories
Proud of your love

The two shells I picked up
Once again the miracle of being able to meet you
If you let me be by your side
The inside of my heart will begin to have kind feelings

Even if a violent rain is falling
Even in strong winds

I will protect this love
If you are here then surely I can get over this
Because I am beginning to be able to think like this, so that I never loose this hand
Let’s always look towards the important times

On this street, we met by chance
Even now I don’t forget, from that day forward
Living, believing, will this is change into happiness
Forever, let’s walk together
Proud of your love

一时之间不知从何说起 。。。这5位男生 。。。使我的心中，第一次，充满许多感慨 。。。为他们而笑，也为他们而叹息。 他们各有千秋 。。。如果少了其中一位就不是一组团体了。因为梦想，所以在一起 (burning passion)。

Soul 5ighters

Forever 5ive

--> The then-once young and innocent us. ^^

我觉得我们5个“monsters”的个性还倒挺像那5位男生的呢！ 我们也各有各的特色 -
搞笑的搞笑；
顽皮的顽皮；
冷静的冷静；
单纯的单纯；
冷笑话还是一样的冷 。。。

因为这些“怪怪”的特色，所以使我们（或他们）如情同手足的好姐妹，好兄弟。
在彼此面前，不必任何装饰 。。。因为装饰遮盖不了彼此脸上所显现的欢乐与不愉快 。。。
在彼此面前，只有展现最真实的自己，最真实的心情。。。
♥♥♥♥♥

A world without friends would be meaningless.
交朋友不需任何理由，只需用真心与诚意。
如果能遇到知己， 那可是多么的难能可贵！
所以我们应该珍惜每分每秒，珍惜我们身边的人， 珍惜现在，一起为未来的道路奋斗！

Yan Fen's Description: LMH's Departure @ Changi Airport

It all started with a random conversation on MSN. And because of this conversation, I ended up laughing in front of my desktop for most of the time. Thanks to Yan Fen's hilarious way of description. It was as if she wasn't typing, but narrating VERBALLY (for that's her unique way of talking to her friends). Even my dad asked, "有什么东西这么好笑不跟我分享？"

Hahaha! Just take your time to read. :) :)


Sing & play me the song ~ says (12:29 AM):
Can u describe how the girls react when Lee Min Ho (LMH) was leaving Singapore at the Changi Airport?

Lee Min Ho

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:29 AM):
WALAU
OMG
thats SUCH AN EXPERIENCE MAN
i was studying in SB at around 9am with only 2 more ppl in SB
this includes a TJC gal in front of me.
okay,
then there was this group of girls who came in 3 girls nia tho
they ordered some juice drink and sat dwn.
so nth interesting mah, i cont study.
thn SUDDEN, OUT OF THE BLUE, TO MY HORROR,THEY SCREAMMMMMMMMED AND RAN AWAY
at that point I THOT GOT BOMB MAN!
SERIOUSLY.
I WAS STUNNED.
so is EVERYONE ELSE.
esp the SB ppl.
thn we see A LOT OF PPL, REALLY A LOT OF PPL
running from ALL DIRECTIONS to the SAME POINT
which apparently is the entry gate luh.
i still dunno WTH happen, only until the TJC girl told us tht Lee Min Ho going back.
we all damn shocked luh.
NWAY, that's not the end
.
.
the bunch that ran to entry, kana scam.
CUS FALSE ALARM, not him tht entered
so nvm, i cont study.
THN SUDDENLY, AGAIN, we heard SCREAMMMMMS

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:34 AM):
about 15 mins later uh
thn mi and the TJC girl KAPOOO so we went to CHECK IT OUT YO.
thn WE SAW.
.
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WE SAW a ang mor family walk down a damn nice car
=.=
KANA SCAM, FALSE ALARM AGAIN.
#@!$

Sing & play me the song ~ says (12:35 AM):
LOL

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:35 AM):
nvm so we went back n studied and say tht if the scream last, thn we go see.
so we waited n studied.
O.O

Sing & play me the song ~ says (12:35 AM):
and u and TJC GIRL became frens -_-

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:36 AM):
thn after that, FINALLY, ALL THE SCREAMMMMS WERE DAMN LOUD AND IT LAST
and yah.
and thn WE FAST FAST WENT THERE, and now with another uni girl =D
and no doubt we all became friends
NWAY,
we saw HIMMM

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:37 AM):
he tall, and good looking pls.
NWAY thts not the main point.

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:45 AM):
thn right, they ALL ran towards the trans area TGT AS A CROWD

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:46 AM):
WE DAMN SCARED GOT STAMPEDE
thn right! they DAMN PRO, LIKE SOME MARATHON RUNNERS SIA.

Sing & play me the song ~ says (12:47 AM):
then what??????

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:47 AM):
thn RANNNN AND SQUARD, AND RAN AND SQUARD AND RAN AND SQUARD

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:48 AM):
to OVERCOME ALL THE BARRIERS
DAMNNN FUNNIE~
NWay, thn they ran to the glass window there luh, LMH go in, thn they cannot go in mah.

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:49 AM):
so they see from outside, kapo ppl like the 3 of us walk there also
thn LMH turn, and WAVES
WALAU, at tht moment, THEY ALL SCREAMMMMMMMMMED IN UNISON.

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:50 AM):
WALAU, THE AIRPORT AT THT TIME, i believe, SHOKE KAY!
WALAU, they SCREAM LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS!
and he damn nice, he waved thrice.
and YES, the above scenario REPEATED 3 times..

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:51 AM):
thn LMH walk in ald, cannot see him ald.
AND YOU THOT END ALD RITE!
i tell you, HAVEN'T
.
.
WALAU, they ALL, again, IN UNISON, RAN UP THE ESCALATOR to the viewing gallery

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:52 AM):
we 3 DAMN SCARED. SCARED KANA SQUASHED MAN.
we stand DAMN STILL

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:52 AM):
and let 'em RUN.
finally, they ALL RAN UP.

+:.Җҗ yáи Ғεи җҖ ™ .:+ says (12:53 AM):
thn THANK GOD i m still in a piece
AND YOU THOT END ALDY RITE!
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.
. (Sing & play me the song ~ anticipating for something . . . )
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it really ended.
we 3 go back SB, drink our kopi, 压惊。
=D

Monster Fen's Belated 18th Birthday Celebration

好友如同一扇窗能让世界变开阔。。。

当你觉得疲累时，记得有我们在你身旁；
当你觉得孤单时，记得我们的电话号码；
当你觉得全世界都停了电，不再散发光芒，记得我们每一秒都秉持着我们心中的那道光彩，为彼此照亮。。。

因为我们总在你身旁， 支持着你， 所以你不必害怕，不必退后，一定要不断的向前迈进哦！^^

Because our dear Yan Fen is so busy, her belated 18th birthday celebration with Monsters was postponed to last night - Swensen's and The Cafe Cartel at Tampines.

一直以来，我都非常希望我能安心地坐在一家咖啡厅里，无忧无虑，享受着点心和饮料。
终于，在昨天的美丽夜晚，我达到这个目标了。
昨晚，虽然看得出大家都累了，但是我们都不舍得离开， 似乎有好多话想说，即使是大家彼此望着对方，我们也愿意。最后，我们十点多才离开。
谢谢你们，愿我们的友谊永不变！

这是很久以前的合照

"What is friendship? True friendship implies a relationship where you empathise with your friends when they're suffering and encourage them not to lose heart, and where they, in turn, empathise with you when you're in the same situation and try to cheer you up. A friendship with those qualities flows as beautifully as pure, fresh stream."

老实说， 这一年来，我结交了许多好朋友， 也有贵人在旁的协助。他们总是带给我很多欢乐。

Taken and edit by Oh and Sng (:

如果这一路来没有他们的话， 我想，我也不可能坚持到现在。

Anyway, attended a Soka Rite on Wed night. Much thanks to 2 YWD leaders for their sharing. Though it was just a casual talk, I've learnt many important points from the conversation, especially as a leader, student, and as Sensei's disciple.

The time has come；
To grow; To shoulder the responsibility;
To become a true leader of the people.

"When your determination changes, everything will begin to move in the direction you desire. The moment you resolve to be victorious, every nerve and fiber in your being will immediately orient itself toward your success. On the other hand, if you think 'This is never going to work out,' then at that instant, every cell in your being will be deflated and give up the fight. Then everything will move in the direction of failure. "

Always Keep The Faith

Some random stuff: YunHo's 保存体力的方法：“睡觉。” (Hahaha, I've found a soulmate)



It has been 2 years (and counting) since you left us;
we cried, not because of your sudden departure, but because we couldn't accept the fact that we'd lost a great friend - at that critical juncture (a week towards our O's).

Almost fall, yet with abundance daimoku and faith, as well as support from my family and friends, I was able to pick myself up and move on in life. At the same time, keeping the memories and strength in my heart.

I believe, in your 16 years of life, you had created a wonderful history of records.
I believe, today, you're born into a fortunate family and has an unique mission, which only you can fulfill.
I am happy for you, W.

Post Exam

Can you believe if I say I didn't touch kway chap for years?

For a matter of fact, after so many years, I finally got to eat kway chap just now. The feeling was like "Wow! IT'S KWAY CHAP!" Hahaha.


I'm so proud of my fellow CO comrades - good job, nice blog! <3

Anyway, here's some guidance which I came across in the midst of my exams:

Author: Ikeda Sensei

"When you clearly envision a victorious outcome, engrave it in your heart and are firm convinced that you will attain it, your brain makes every effort to realise the mental image you have created. Then, through unceasing efforts, the victory is finally made reality. You are the playwright of your own victory."

"... As long as we persevere in chanting daimoku, we have nothing to fear."

"Because we experience various hardships, we can savour great joy when we overcome them. And because we surmount them through faith, we solidify our good fortune and grow as human beings."

Have never experience walking aimlessly in school.. not until today (and probably for the consecutive weeks) ...

P.S. 在想该做什么生日礼物给我多年的知己， 18岁的好朋友哦！;D

End of Exams

After consecutive exam days since last week, had my last paper yesterday. I don't know how to describe that after-exam-kind-of-mood. It's like releasing a heavy load off your shoulder after months of mental torture.

Fell sick after exam on Wed... due to the lack of sleep since the beginning of exam period. Couldn't sleep well those nights. Fears & worries. Mental breakdown etc etc. You just feel like you are being separated from the outside world. 与世隔绝。

When you fall sick, you have no idea what you're talking about; no idea what you're doing; no idea what you're thinking... just, blank. This applies to me. This is worse when during the exam, a simple word that you can usually write, yet it just flash across your mind and soon, you couldn't remember... I feel so light, like floating. After my last paper yesterday, came home and slept. At night, took medicine and slept again. Woke up only at 3pm today.

Now, top of "To Do List": REST WELL. EAT WELL. GET WELL.

Soon, I will need to walk out of the house, walk out of my study area, try out anything that I can eat, drink or do, meet people, and catch up with old friends. If not, I think I will lose contact with the outside world.

I need a break. :]

P.S. I miss Monsters. Hurry, meet up soon.

下一站, 幸福.

下一站, 幸福.


SGI President Ikeda's Daily Encouragement for 02nd October (on Facebook)

"Please make every effort to find and raise capable people. My wish is that you construct a wonderful organization, joyfully building growing spheres of friendship and a solidarity of people who cherish hope for life and the future. Please lead the most wonderful of lives."

World Peace Day
1960: President Ikeda lands in Hawaii on his first trip outside Japan, beginning his worldwide efforts for peace, culture and education based on Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism.

It has been 49 years! ^^


All right, so done with GP. Left Econ on Monday, Geog on Tuesday, CLL and Math on Wednesday and Thursday.

I have a junior, who did the question on environment, of which, he wrote SIX pages!
[Applause, please]

Panic-attack last night. Felt terrible. It was so bad that I almost needed an anti-nervous dose. =X

P.S. (1) Wee and Ry are now happily holiday-ing in Taiwan, while I'm still happily mugging at home. Great. [PRESS ON!]

P.S. (2) It's 中秋节 tomorrow. And guess what? No family time - I bet I'll still be studying at home. Great X 2. [PRESS ON! X infinity]

Next week, it shall be!