Ah~ 30th November~ I've long waited for this date to arrive. It was just a month but I felt as though I'd been through a lot. The last day of November 2010, felt like it took forever. 3 years in junior college, been through a lot, a lot..... Joy, tears, struggle.. It isn't just about studying, it's more of a real-life training and a milestone for the future. Right now, I can't find a word to put it nor an expression to describe how I feel.....
At least I do not have to worry about
"Have I done my assignments?",
"Do I have any tests tomorrow?" kind of stuff now. Realise that yesterday was the last day to wear the college uniform. Muahahaha.
Last night was my first time (after so long) sleeping without having a million and one things going through my mind. For the past few months, I had difficulty falling asleep as I would think of the
who what when where how questions.
P.S. My brain is usually active when I'm lying on bed at night.After my last paper yesterday, met mum and jy before proceeding to HQ for Sensei's video. The moment Sensei appeared on the screen, I felt warmth. Then when the youth who presented Sensei the awards started crying and Sensei comforted him with a hug, tears started streaming down my cheeks -
uncontrollably. I know my mum cries each time she watches Sensei's video, and myself who used to put up a strong front, always wipe away the tears
secretly.